Wednesday, September 24, 2008


Today was the best that I have felt since we found out about the baby! PRAISE THE LORD!!!! I don't think that I have even told GOD how thankful I am enough today. Life for today was normal and then I thought on no what if something is wrong. I should be sick today! I should be wanting to pull my hair out and tell my friends they never want to do this!!!!! So lets just say though I feel wonderful today I worried a lot that it was a bad sign. Sometimes I just want to tell my mind to SHUT UP!!!!!!

The lord blessed me so much yesterday! He gave me a mentor at work. Yes that is right! I came home and was so excited that I made Ryan listen to my entire day because it was the first day since the beginning of school that I wanted to stay late at school and come early. She has taken me under he wing in the administration field and is going to mold me into what "they" are looking for. It is going to be tons of work on my part but will be worth it. I will be working(volunteering) on the weekends and by the weekends I mean at 7am BUT it will pay off in the long run!!!

I hope that the LORD blesses you or is blessing you all right now! Even if I only talk to you on here I want for you to know that I think and pray for you often and I am so thankful that you are in my life!!!!!!!! Each and everyone of you has touched my heart in some way and left footprints on my soul!

Praise GOD!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Getting better

Things are getting better! I am still sick but hopefully God will bless me with no more sickness here soon. I am now in my 9th week so "they" say things should be starting to look up from here. I hope you all are having a great weekend! I wish it would just turn to Fall!!!!! I am so ready for some cool weather and pumpkins!!!!!!!!!!!!! What about you guys?

Monday, September 15, 2008

So sick!


Advice I am in need of advice!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

We're havin a BABY!

So the time has come now that we have told our family that we can tell everyone WE ARE PREGNANT!!!!! I know I know! With what the doctors told us was a 15% chance of getting pregnant right now we feel the lord's hands all over this baby. SO this is the good news :) Here is the bad news :(

I have never been so sick in my life. I don't take off of work I just don't do it and today I had to take a half day because I could not stop getting sick at work. I have my first visit with the best DR. ever tomorrow so I am looking forward to maybe having him make me feel a little better. I think that I have every symptom that a pregnant woman has. Everything I read or hear about I have. I just keep telling myself and poor poor Ryan that this is well worth it. Speaking of Ryan I could not have been blessed with a better husband for me. Now I know that there are several wonderful husbands out there and recently I have heard and seen tons but Ryan was made to by mine! Each night when we pray I pray for him to not understand what I am going through but to have compassion and patience with me right now. I feel like I always need something, I am hurting somewhere, or I just need to let him know that once again I am not feeling well. He is so great with his answers and doing what he knows will be worth some major pay back later on in life!

"They" say that it will get better after moth 3 which means I have 1 more month to go but whoever THEY is..... is so not my friend right now!

Please pray about my sickness right now and for the health of our baby. We would really appreciate it.

Monday, September 01, 2008

Labor Day

It's Labor Day and here I sit alone at home with the dogs! Ryan of course had Football today so that means work almost all day. I tried the whole it's Labor Day which I think should mean DAY OF NO LABOR but he did not buy it. I awoke this morning thinking about our new mattress that we bought yesterday and will be delivered today. I can not wait. We got an awesome deal and finally made the purchase. We have been looking for a while but this deal was just to good to pass up. We got a new bed set when we got married but got a hand me down (very appreciated) mattress from Ryan's sister so this is going to be our first mattress together. How funny does that sound:)

Work last week was really hectic and did not leave much time to post but let me recap on what happen:

1. My wallet got stolen and they took only my credit cards or debit cards, driver licence, and rewards AMC movie card (thinking it was a gift card I am sure)
2. I freaked out because they knew where I lived and made sure to set the alarm every day now
3. I have been staying up till all hours of the night waiting for Ryan to get home from Football so I can finally go to sleep since I fear the person who has my stuff will break in.
4. School is so long mainly because of the lack of sleep.
5. AND FINA LY...... I got a letter in the mail on Saturday from the Mesquite Police saying that they had all my things. and I could come and get them. WHAT MESQUITE I never even go anywhere near there so this should be a good story when I hear how they got them.

So this is a short recap of my life last week crazy as it is! More to come.......